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Saturday, May 03, 2003
Wow, this week is over! It was super stressful, but now it's over!!!! Now if I want to go to bed before 3am I can :)
Tonight we saw X-Men 2. It was awesome!!! Now I want to be a mutant. I think that would be fun.
This week when I was stressed out every night I just felt like crying all the time. I really wanted hugs and massages the whole time but I wasn't at a position to get them. I'm okay now, I just felt needy then. At this time of my life I really feel the God-given desire for a significant other. It aches at time to have such a need go unfulfilled for now, but I know that is temporary, because I trust God's heart. I just have to wait and it will all be worth it. But in the meanwhile it's been hard sometimes. It's especially hard not to think about it. But no matter what happens I trust God's intentions for my life and my heart is His.
So now I'll just learn from what I have and thank God for it all...
On that note, I'm off to think..

posted by miranda 12:23 AM
Wednesday, April 30, 2003
Tonight I went to IHOP with my friend Lindsey. It was fabulous! I was craving pancakes and the waiter and manager were sooo funny. They were both talking bout being slapped and other such things. Maybe because it was midnight but it was quite unusual for such jollies in IHOP.
It was a good stress reliever.
The AFI song "The gir's not grey" has been running through my head. I don't think I'm grey. Or I hope I'm not.
I'm sleepy so I am going to turn my computer off now.

posted by miranda 1:49 AM
Monday, April 28, 2003
The haxor handle of Miranda is "Pale Godd3ss".

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Sweet! It's so...ME!!!

posted by miranda 4:42 PM
Note to self: I will start collecting Wilton cake pans whenever I can afford it.
posted by miranda 2:11 AM
Well, hi there.
It's been a weird semester. It's had it's ups and downs, maybe more than any other semester. Right now it's got me thinking.
I've been thinking about what makes a woman, both biblically and worldly, and there seems to be as many similarities as differences between the two. I know that as a woman I am very independent in nature. I always liked that but now I am wondering if like big breasts and silliness if independence is both a curse and a blessing. I want to be able to stand on my own for the rest of my life, but I don't want to have to. I know I desire marriage in the future; but I question if my independence streak will make that hard. I'm not completely independent, but I wouldn't mind it if I was.
I guess what it all boils down to is if I am a woman worth loving. Am I going to have to live my earthly life on my own? Or will someday I blessed with the Godly marriage relationship? Either way I am determined to live my best life and be happy. BUT I definately desire to marry. I just do. But I don't know if any man would ever love me like that. Maybe I'm just being too worrisome and silly, but still, how would I ever know until the time comes.
I will wait for God. That is my only choice and I will be loved by Him regardless.
That's all that matters.

posted by miranda 1:27 AM